There's too much shit floating around in my head to sort out. Too many thoughts and things to do. It's quite stressful. I don't know what to do about it. And it never gets better, ever. But when I'm with my Sister, I can feel it calm down a bit. I love her more than anything and she is my one true best friend. She is the only person I have no problems with. There is nothing about her that I don't like. Every time I'm with her I feel so blessed that God gave me such a great role model and friend. There are really no words to describe how grateful I am to have her.